You Belong With Me. {Finn}

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Kurt watched the clock as he waited for the final bell to ring. Today was just one of those days. One of those horrible days where all you could do is just count the pointless minutes left of that pointless school day. Kurt was one of those people who barley had one of those days. He was very optimistic and a happy boy in general but today it just wasn’t his day. He had gotten slushied in the hallway so he had to change into his other shirt, which sadly wasn’t designer and had already worn that week he just had in left over in his locker just in case. His skin even though he had washed it over and over again was still feeling sticky and freezing cold. Also, Glee was horrible Finn wouldn’t do anything but just sit in the corner and not talk to anyone, not even him which was really shocking. Then Quinn didn’t even show up. She would barley show up anymore. Kurt guessed it was because she couldn’t bare to look at either Puck or Finn anymore.

Kurt was madly in love with Finn. It was pretty obvious to everyone but Finn. Though Kurt guessed he was getting a little suspicious but you never really know. Though just as Kurt got wrapped up in his thoughts the final bell rang, Kurt shot up and ran out the door and went straight to his favorite place in the world or well Lima that is. That was the stage. Everyone knew three things about Kurt, he was gay, madly in love with anything designer and you would always catch him on stage after school if he wasn’t at Glee. In this case this was where he was. He ran down the ramp and up the stairs and onto the stage. He stood in dead center the spotlight hit him as if there actually was a show about to go on and the main role was Kurt Hummel.

Sighing Kurt pulled out his I-pod and put the ear buds in his ears, tuned on the i-pod and put it on shuffle. The first song that turned on was one song he thought he never liked but if fit him so perfectly. You Belong With Me By Taylor Swift. It was now titled as Story of my Life. He sighed and turned it up higher as he sang along with the lyrics, he sang it with such meaning in his heart he almost started crying. Though he remembered that right now Finn wasn’t dating the cheer captain and that cheer captain wasn’t even a cheerleader anymore so there wasn’t a need to worry. Once the song ended he walked over to the edge of the stage and plopped down his feet hanging off the edge. This was his favorite spot on the stage just because it was the perfect to think. He sighed and hummed along with Popular from Wicked and let his mind get escaped into the music playing on his I-pod.

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[finn hudson]

i’ve forgotten what i started fighting for,
baby, i can’t fight this feeling anymore..

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Finn had been blowing off his final class of the day. He found he was doing that a lot lately. Surprisingly, it was like the teachers knew what was going on in his personal life. When he would show up, they’d just sigh and give him a sympathetic look, as if to say, “Oh, you poor dear.” Instead of suffering through the looks of pity that he just didn’t want to receive, he’d simply wander through the school. Technically, he was still there, so he wasn’t really getting into any trouble… At least maybe not yet.

That particular day, Finn found himself walking through the hallways for a few minutes before he decided on going to the auditorium. He could have gone to the glee room, if he wanted to sing or perform. However, it felt more real, bigger on the stage. As he was on his way, the bell rang, catching him off guard. Bracing himself for the throngs of people leaving class, pushing past him, he walked a bit more slowly, watching his steps carefully. He knew he wasn’t anywhere near where Quinn or Puck would be, so he wasn’t worried. Yet instead, he got the looks of pity, always the looks of pity. Even though Finn was more or less considered a glee dork now, he wasn’t completely off the radar, especially with the girls. Maybe he was part of glee, but he did have an amazing voice, and he still had he looks, he guessed?

Not looking at anyone, he eventually made his way to the auditorium, completely ready for the quiet and stillness that would surround him. As he opened a side door, he was met with a familiar voice, streaming out across the open air. Kurt. He smiled slightly, not moving, not wanting to disturb Kurt and his ballad. Finn recognized the song as Taylor Swift, everyone’s favorite. Of course, he was oblivious to the message the song was portraying, or why poor Kurt would be singing it out in such frustration and with such meaning.

After Kurt had finished and sat himself on the edge of the stage, Finn moved through the aisles, towards the center. Finding himself in the center aisle, he made his way directly towards Kurt, his trademark crooked smile on his lips. “That sounded great Kurt.” Hands in his jeans pockets, he stood there comfortably. Kurt was his number one person to go to for anything advice wise, in fact, Kurt might as well just be labeled his best friend, now that Puck was out of the picture..



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Humming along with whatever song played on his I-Pod. Kurt wasn't one of those people who had an I-Pod filled with thousands of song in which more then half they didn't even listen to or know the words too. He hated that about people, if you have an I-Pod use it for the songs you know and love. So obviously Kurts I-Pod was indeed filled with thousands of songs, in which he knew every word too and could sing for anyone at anytime. Smiling as the song turned to Defying Gravity he closed his eyes and let his mind drift away.

Though as it got around to the second chorus it got intruppted by a voice. Kurt jumped, shocked that anyone else was in the room. Since when did people start coming here to think? This was his place, no one elses. Kurt opened his eyes and look to see Finn. He grinned for once in the whole entire day and pressed pause and took out his headphones just intime to hear the compliment on his singing. He gasped. Had Finn heard Kurt singing the Taylor Swift song? "Please don't tell anyone I like Miss Swift. My image will be ruined." he said winking at Finn before laughing.

Thank god Kurt was a good little cover uper. Now he wasn't exactly lying, because his image would be ruined if people found out he liked Taylor Swift, but now if he said he felt no emotions towards that song, then he would be blushing and look like the little hummel dolls that his mom got him all the time when he was younger. So where were you today? You missed Spanish and in Glee you didn't even do that dance steps. Whats up? Kurt asked with concern in his voice. Though he was pretty sure why. He had been skipping a lot of classes latley, all because of the horrible effect the little bitch Quinn had done to Finn.

Kurt was having a good time covering up his little crush on Finn. Okay. Wrong. Not little crush. Madly in love. Finn being the little gullible boy he is, was totally oblivous to the fact but he was actually glad about that. Though sadly, each time he saw Finn it took him about two minutes to realize what a mistake liking him was. He would never be gay, espically for someone like Kurt. Even if he was no one would be like oh dear lord Kurt you're so fine like lemon lime in the summer time. He was Kurt and welll that explained everything for you. He sighed as he swayed his feet back and forth off the stage paying close attention to what Finn was saying. Of course he had to just to figure if there was anyway to slip in hints about dropping girls at all, you know a girl could dream....

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[finn hudson]

i’ve forgotten what i started fighting for,
baby, i can’t fight this feeling anymore..

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Finn found it rather amusing as he approached the oblivious Kurt, who happened to be moving in tune with whatever song was playing on his Ipod. He wasn’t singing out loud anymore though, so Finn was unsure of the song. He looked so content, as if his worries were magically fading away as he continued to sit there. Finn wished he had that satisfaction. He wished he could close his eyes and hum along to any song in the world and feel better. But, who knows, everyone could put a smile on their face when they were really dying inside.

He laughed softly as Kurt noticed his presence and jumped slightly, completely unaware that Finn had been there for those few minutes, listening to him sing. Finn listened to Kurt, not surprised of the words that he said. Smiling his trademark crooked smile, Finn stood there, unsure of whether or not Kurt wanted him to stick around. The day was over now, so Finn didn’t really need to hide away from everyone, he could simply go home now. “I would never.” He smiled, responding to Kurt’s plea. “Pinkie-promise.”

Finn moved slightly, sitting down in the aisle seat in the front row. Settling himself, he shifted around in his seat until he was comfortable. Stretching his legs out in front of him, he scooted down in the chair, looking up at where Kurt sat over the edge of the stage. For that second, Finn knew his face had changed just a bit, making him look as worn out and depressed as he had felt the past few days. Trying to get himself back into a more gleeful look, a fake one yes, but at least he could pretend, Kurt spoke. And then he knew his masquerade was up. Kurt knew what was going on.

Sighing, Finn looked up at Kurt, who he knew would stand by him and support him, no matter what. He wasn’t sure how to respond. Kurt obviously knew the situation, so he wasn’t going to bore him with some rant about how someone could be so cruel. However, he could just state how he wasn’t taking it well, at all. “I dunno Kurt.” He paused. “I’m not taking the whole thing with Quinn and Puck very well.” Looking down, he wasn’t sure how Kurt would respond to him, but he knew he would have some sort of profound advice.


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Kurt was thankfully he hadn't said anything like "Finn Belongs With Me." Like he ever had before... psh. Kurt blushed at his thoughts. Wow how embarrassing would that be? He would be screwed and Finn would probably never talk to him again. Or probably just say hi to him then or there and you could probably feel the awkwardness. Things like that never happened to Kurt, everyone was pretty accepting and his timing on everything was almost perfect. He always heard the latest gossip someone was whispering about just when he walked up just in time and no one ever heard what he was talking about because for some reason God wished perfect timing upon Kurt. It was times like these when he was ever so thankful for them.

Kurt smiled as Finn did a childish pinkie promise. It was so adorable it reminded him of a little first grader sealing the deal on a promise. Though Kurt had been having a disaster of a day he couldn't help but smile and feel like everything was okay. I guess that what love was. Kurt just wished he could do the same to Finn. As Finn walked down and sat down in the chairs in-front of him he saw Finn try to put on a fake smile. He rolled his eyes and boldly jumped down from the stage. Grinning he straightened out his shirt as he landed on the ground.

Now Finn, I saw you try to put that pitiful masquerade on earlier when you sat down. Now you need to know that sadly, I know you and you're faces to well. I know when you're happy and fake happy. So do not lie to me Finn. Tell Dr Kurt whats wrong. he said as he sat down laughing at the Dr Kurt and Dr Phil reference. That's it! he said flirtingly slapping Finn's knee. I'll be your Dr. Phil only of course I have hair and much much better fashion sense. he said swishing his hair and pulling at his Marc Jacob's shirt. Also, I am not a therapist. Because if you've notice therapist spells out the rapist and I do not want to rape you. he said giggling. Yes giggling, sadly enough.

Kurt sighed as Finn explained the problems he was having. Kurt held his glaze while listening to Finn and his problem. Poor boy so many things had happened to them, and honestly he wasn't really hold up. Finn... you boy poor. This girl has put you in the worse position possible, I mean you never leave the house except to go to school and even then you do not go to all your classes and you walk around with stained-glass eyes and are you eating Finn? You're look really skinny and trust me honey you look like a wreck, no offense. You haven't talked to anyone except for me now really. Britany thinks you're going deaf. You're living in you're own little shell." He noticed he was rambling so he came to a stop.

Though honestly Finn, as much as you think you love or maybe loved or if you think you still love Quinn I just don't think its fair about how much she lied to you and made you feel like shit. I mean you're a wreck and she hasn't done anything about it. Rachel, she is a hoe. No offense to her or anything, but I don't know. She isn't right for you either I mean she told you about the whole lies and everything but honestly shes kind of just so controling it would not be a healthy relationship. Girls are just so much trouble. Thats why I dropped em. Kurt smiled as his green eyes looked at Finn he loved dropping hints at Finn.

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song; You Belong With Me By Little Miss Taylor Swift
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[finn hudson]

i’ve forgotten what i started fighting for,
baby, i can’t fight this feeling anymore..

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Honestly, if Kurt would have been singing any sort of lyrics along to Finn’s name, Finn still would probably be oblivious to the fact that Kurt was madly in love with him. Poor, gullible Finn. He just wasn’t the brightest crayon in the box. He would still probably think that Kurt was singing about someone else, knowing him.

As he sat there, he knew that he was going to be hearing some great advice. Kurt was his one and only person to go to when he needed guidance on anything. He didn’t know why Kurt was always so helpful when it came to him. Maybe it was just because they were good friends, and Finn had helped him out over the whole football thing. He waited patiently, surprised when Kurt jumped down from the stage, landing on his feet. He moved to sit beside where Finn was already sitting and Finn continued to look up at the stage, his elbow on the arm rest beside him, his head then resting on his hand.

Kurt began, and Finn couldn’t help smiling. As soon as Kurt spoke it made him feel better, just because Kurt had such a way of lightening the air. Although he was being slightly scolded for trying to hide his pain from everyone, he wasn’t too upset. Who had he been trying to fool? He hadn’t had much hope in that anyway. And he did know how pathetic he looked. Perhaps it was time to stop pretending and start acting.

He nodded as Kurt continued. Basically, Kurt was ripping apart all of his actions when it came to dealing with grief, but he was doing so in a caring manner, so Finn didn’t really mind. He knew that Kurt was simply looking out for him. Finn knew it was time to stop pretending like he was okay, and time to start letting himself heal. “I know I am.” He paused, taking a deep breath. He didn’t get to continue though, because Kurt continued.

Kurt was so right, girls were a complete emotional rollercoaster. They were literally only painful. No matter what he was doing, girls were always either clouding judgments or making him feel like crap. Lately, it was worse than ever. Quinn couldn’t have made him look any dumber than she did. She basically made him look pathetic and stupid. It made him angry, and almost swear off women forever. Of course he couldn’t do that, but he could at least pretend and say he was going to. “You’re right Kurt.” He paused. “They’re nothing but trouble, really.” He nodded. “Why are they so… cruel?” He questioned, looking at his own personal Dr. Phil for an answer.

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Kurt thought highly of Finn. He wasn't as dumb as he claimed to be. Though others thought different, like Finn himself. Though Kurt did think Finn was... gullible. Believing the hot tu story was hard to belive but you know you believe what you want to hear. If that was what Finn truly wanted to hear. He wasn't all that sure. Finn, did you really want Finn to be knocked up? Was there a bit of relief that washed over you when you found out the whole thing was a lie? You know behind the anger and everything?

When Finn smiled Kurt's face lit up. Finn just made Kurt so uncontrolably happy. That was the problem though Kurt needed to control himself now before it got out of hand. He took a deep breath as he looked at Finn. He kind of felt bad for just knocking him on his butt saying all the things wrong with him. He hadn't really givin him any good advice if at all any advice for that matter. Though Kurt couldn't really think all that well right now. Though as he sat there he decided he had to come up with some good ideas now for Finn.

Well, you're in that shell, thats the problem Finn. I mean why do you want to stay in that shell of dispair. Surrond yourself with people you love. I mean instead of just sitting around in Glee try dancing around and everything. I mean you need to learn the moves before Thursday or Mr Shue is gonna be mad. he said smiling trying to lighten up the tension. Maybe I can teach you.

Kurts face lit up when Finn said he was right. Whoa! What was going on? Was Kurts hinting finally actually sinking through Finns skull? Kurt shook his head, not wanting to get to excited. He didn't want to get up just to get knocked back down again. Girls are a complicated spieces and sadly they are not studied in Science class. They like to hurt other people to make themself feel better. They lie to get rid of something when its just haunting them in their soul. They are mean vicious and just want to distroy everyone. he said rolling his eyes. Thats why I gave them up. he said laughing.

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song; You Belong With Me By Little Miss Taylor Swift
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[finn hudson]

i’ve forgotten what i started fighting for,
baby, i can’t fight this feeling anymore..

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Kurt questioned his thoughts about the baby. For an instant, he stopped being mad about everything, stopped hating their guts. Instead, he thought of the baby he thought he was going to be the father of. As much as he had grown to love the baby, he had been terrified. Every day, he hoped things would be normal again. He lied to himself, saying things would go back to normal after this or that, but deep down, he knew he would going to be a father in a few months, and that would change everything about his life. But had he been relieved? That wouldn’t be his exact word. He still felt heartbroken over the baby. He’d grown attached. He wasn’t sure how to respond, so he thought over his words for a minute before he decided to finally speak. “Yes, and no.” He paused. “I loved that baby. I knew my entire life would be turned upside down, but I still wanted it.” He paused, shrugging slightly as he slouched further into his chair. “I’d gotten connected to it, emotionally, ya know?”

He asked, looking over at Kurt. Part of him did feel some relief. He was free now. He wasn’t going to be a father, and he didn’t have to feel guilty. He was still his mother’s son, the one she knew she raised to be such a good boy. He hadn’t even had sex. How could he have believed such an idiotic story? Now looking back on it, he hated himself for believing such a silly lie.

Kurt went on to give him more advice, and really, he was right. Finn needed to get out and do something with himself. Instead of wallowing in his own despair, Finn needed to get over himself and his pity party. He needed to be involved, especially at Glee where he knew everyone was on his side, practically. As Kurt offered to teach him everything he missed, Finn smiled, nodding. “You’re right, I do need to stop feeling so sad for myself.” He paused. “Please, teach me?” He asked, smiling.

Finn actually laughed, a genuine laugh, as Kurt described the female species. No wonder he was gay! Girls were awful, more than awful. Of course Finn wasn’t going to go and convert and like guys, but he was definitely swearing off girls for some time, until he got himself together. He needed to pick up the pieces, and he wanted help from his friends, including Kurt. “Thanks Kurt.” Smiling, he continued. “I don’t think I’ve actually laughed in days.” Smiling, he relaxed in his seat, allowing Quinn and the baby and Puck to slip his mind, for once.

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Kurt sat there for a moment and studied Finn. Obviously he was in a deep thought about the question Kurt had just asked him. His eyes were dazed and his body was stiff. Two main things that meant he was thinking. Hard. Kurt didn't think his question would require a lot of thinking, it was just a random one he through out there, but he guessed he hit the jackpot. They both sat in silence as Kurt waited for Finn to finish thinking. Finally he answered and Kurt nodded. Understandable I mean you aren't joyful the baby isn't yours but you are kind of reliefed that you dont' have to care for it, but you feel horrible because it feels like you've lost something dearly to you. Like, a brother or something you loved he had felt that often. Anytime he saw Finn kissing Quinn in the hallway that feeling built in the pit of his stomach.

Its a fact that when people go through depression it all started when they were just sad about something silly and they just sat by themself in their shell of despair and they are depressed ever since, and Finn no offense but you aren't fun when you're sad. Kurt said putting a hand on Finn's shoulder. So you really want me to teach you the dance steps? he said with excitment in his voice. For once Kurt got to be in Rachels position and got to dance with Finn.

Okay, well I guess I'll be your Rachel. Kurt said laughing. One by one he taught Finn the moves of moving his feet and hands. It would of been easier if he had the music with him, but sadly he did not. Then after you step over you come up and pick Rachel up, like a wedding stance sort of like when I man comes to pick up its wife? he tried to explain how he would pick Rachel up. Then you spin around let Rachel down you all put your hands around each others waist and spin and then let go. So lets try all that only with me. he said blushing. He finally got to be picked up by Finn Hudson, and he was overly excited.

Kurt smiled as he heard Finn's laugh echo through the large empty audotorim. He had made him laugh. REALLY laugh, when he was close to depression! He laughed along with Finn and then smiled as he thanked him. One of the many amazing things Kurt Hummel he said laughing, then following up with a just kidding.

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[finn hudson]

Finn listened to Kurt, soaking up all the words. Finn never really knew that he was fun in the first place, let alone not fun whenever he was depressed. And he also didn’t technically know that he had been depressed. He’d never diagnosed himself, or anything of that nature. He knew that he had felt pretty awful and miserable lately, but he never knew he was affecting other people around him. He’d never meant to be mean and grisly around his friend, especially the ones that were there for him, like Kurt and Rachel. They were looking out for him, and all he could do in gratitude was be mean and sulky. “I’m really going to try to stop being all depressed and sad.” He smiled, his words purely genuine.

Kurt asked whether he was serious about the dance steps that Finn had neglected to learn. He was serious, he needed to know them. He knew Mr. Schue wasn’t pressuring him at the moment to learn anything at all, but Finn would need to learn them eventually, in order to stay with Glee. He wasn’t going to go out there and embarrass himself and the rest of them. “Sure, teach away.” He grinned, standing up, fully prepared to be confused and find himself rather perplexed. His forehead was crinkled in frustration before Kurt even began teaching.

Kurt began showing him and explaining the moves and all Finn did was stand there, rather dumbly. Finn was never good with the dance steps. He preferred to take short little snippets and learn them leisurely, as to not overstress himself. Hands on his hips, he looked at Kurt a bit seriously. Concentration was written all over his face, and he knew that this was going to be tough. It came so easily to Kurt, and he looked so natural performing the moves. Finn, on the other hand, looked like a huge tree that just stood around. Sighing, he shook his head, afraid to try the moves Kurt just breezed through. “I’m not going to be very good..”

He wasn’t against picking up Kurt or anything, that wasn’t even the reason he was worried. Instead, he was genuinely afraid of looking stupid with the moves. Deciding that part of his healing process involved stepping forward and trying things, he began performing the moves that Kurt had shown him. Ready to pick up Kurt, he easily lifted Kurt just as he had been shown, but then quickly forgot. Standing there for a minute, he tried to remember, but his forehead creased and he gently set Kurt down again. “Uh.. I forgot what to do after I picked you up.” He smiled a bit sheepishly, hoping Kurt would forgive him for not being the best student.

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Kurt smiled as Finn said he was going to try to be more happy. That in general made Kurt happy. He was going to get is Finn back. The days ahead were going to get better, he could already tell. Good, I'm looking forward to it. I don't like seeing anyone sad... especially you. he said smiling and pulled Finn into a hug. A hug could make all the difference in the world to Kurt. It just made him feel loved and safe. So he figured Finn needed one so he pulled him in and lets just say it was a win win. Finn got a hug too make him feel better and lets just say Kurt thought Finn smelled really good.

For once Finn was staring at Kurt and it felt good. Of course this was only because he needed to learn the dance steps but still. All Kurt did was stare at Finn and Finn would just stare at Quinn or Rachel... never him. There was an answer to that but hell, he wanted to know how it felt to be on Finn's side. I mean when they all sang True Colors it was Finn and Quinn staring at each other, Rachel and Finn, Quinn and Puck, Tina and Artie and pretty sure Britany and Santana were staring at each other. Though Kurt was stuck with just staring at Finn wishing away that one day Finn would start at Kurt.

Once he was done he stared at Finn. He looked confused and perplexed. Understandable. He laughed as he heard Finn confess he wasn't going to be any good. He waked over to Finn and grabbed his hands flirtingly. Okay, okay. Let's just take it one by one. Let's start from the top okay? he asked. He slowly one by one explained what Finn would be doing. He then looked at Finn. Your turn. And just try it. I don't care if you look dumb. Dumb looks- he cut himself of from finishing his 'Dumb looks cute on you' sentence and then coughed. He nodded his head to let Finn now to go ahead and start dancing.

Kurt got excited as Finn took a step forward and picked up Kurt as if he was Rachel. Wow. Never before had Kurt been so jealous of Rachel Berry before. She got to be held by Finn and it felt amazing. Kurt put his arms around his neck like Rachel was suppose to in the song. He then smiled at Finn as he stood there. Kurt laughed as he admitted he didn't know what to do. It's okay, I actually like the view up here, you are quite tall Finn. he said chuckling as he looked around. God how it felt amazing to be held by Finn. We'll you just uh... spin me around and then let me down and then we grab each others waists and uh spin around like you all did in Don't Stop Believing. he said blushing. All though he wanted to stay there forever it had to come to end in sometime even though he wished it wouldn't.

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[finn hudson]

Hugs always made people feel better, no matter how bad things got. Finn couldn't help feeling instantly comforted as Kurt pulled him into a hug. Yeah, it might have been weird, since Kurt was a guy and all, but Finn didn't care. It felt nice to just be hugged and know that someone was there for you, when you needed them the most. Finn smiled, embracing Kurt back, so glad that Kurt was his own personal adviser on things like this. Kurt always knew the exact things to say to make him feel better.

Any other guy could have potentially thought this entire situation was weird and strange. Any onlooker probably would have thought the two of them liked each other or something along those lines. However, Finn was still one hundred percent oblivious to the entire thing. He just thought that Kurt viewed him as Finn viewed Kurt. So, as Kurt grabbed his hands and offered to go through the dance steps one by one, Finn didn't even think anything of it. He responded, trying his best to perform the same steps that Kurt was doing. How in the world did Kurt manage to do those moves and look fine? Finn just got his feet all tangled up, and he always ended up looking clumsy and silly.

Finn was good at several things, he had some mad skills. When it came to dancing, however, he just happened to be lacking. He tended to make up for his lack of dance moves during anything with Glee by singing. Once he started singing, the moves came naturally. He got into the beat and time of the music and just went with what felt right. Without singing, he became one big clumsy mess. Kurt scolded him for standing around though, so he knew he needed to try. He began copying the moves Kurt had showed him, trying his best to get them verbatim.

Picking up Kurt was an easy thing. Finn was a jock and all, not to mention captain and quarterback of the football team. Finn had his fair share of muscles, so picking up anyone, Kurt or Rachel alike was incredibly easy for him. Standing there with Kurt, he smiled, laughing softly as Kurt spoke. "I guess I am pretty tall." Smiling, he waited to hear his next set of instructions. Reviewing them in his head for a moment or two, he spun Kurt around, remembering how he had done so with Rachel. However, when he had done this with Rachel, he had been singing and he had been into it, feeling his confidence really shining through, allowing him to definitely dance better. Setting Kurt gently to the ground, he held onto his waist and began spinning before finally stopping. Turning to Kurt with a nervous, crooked smile, he laughed. "Was that okay?"

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Kurt closed his eyes as the two embraced the hug. This whole thing with hanging out with Finn, it was a love and hate thing. Kurt fell harder anytime he was around Finn, everything he did just reminded him how much he loved him. Then every time he hang out with him it was times like these where he started to think that he actually had a chance with the amazing Finn Hudson. THE Finn Hudson. though deep down in his soul he knew there was never a chance in hell he would never get the chance to be with the Finn Hudson of his dreams and that was the most painful thing he has ever felt.

Though most would think that he did have a chance with Finn if they saw the situation they were in now. Kurt was staring at Finn with eyes yelling how much he loved him and his was flirting, or at least trying with Finn and Finn was accepting it. Though what most didn't know about the situation is that Finn was completely oblivious to all that Kurt was doing and why Kurt was doing this. Sometimes Kurt wished he knew, but then he anytime he wished that he knew it would end any type of friendship they had towards each other and Kurt didn't want that, he'd rather have Finn as a friend and crush then nothing at all and a crush.

Kurt turned around to see Finn struggling. Finn, pretend you're on the football field okay? And that these dance moves are the moves you need to win the final big game and for you to be the big star then you already are. he said smiling at Finn putting it into ways he would understand. Football and dancing actually weren't to far apart. Okay yes one required killing other people for a stupid ball and one required beautiful movement that had a story wrapped in it, but hey both required skill and welll moving feet.

Then it hit Kurt. Finn was focusing to much on the dance steps and just on that. Too much focus on one thing makes you stressed out and it made the dance steps harder to learn. His mom taught him that when he was three and rememebered it ever since his mom said it. Guess it was just one of those things he would always remember about his mom. Turning his back to Kurt and walking to his I-pod he asked, Would it be better if you had the music? he asked finding the song on his I-pod. I have the sheet music with the lyrics if needed. the red is rachel, pink is me, and the blue is you. he said he scanned the sheet music just in case he doodled Finn's name anywhere before handing it over to Finn. Its Sara Bareilles song Gravity. Beautiful love song. he said smiling.

Finn, pretty tall is nothing. Saying you're 'pretty' tall is like comparing a ompa lumpa to Micheal Jordan. he said laughing. You're a giant. he said laughing. Kurt felt like a princess, ironicly, when Finn spun him around, placed him lightly on the ground and they spun around once more. His feet gracefully moved around with Finn and then laughed as he saw the nervous look on Finn's face. You did... okay. Really good for your first time though he added smiling back at Finn. That crooked smile made his heart sink. If only...



tagged; the amazing Finn Hudson !
song; You Belong With Me By Little Miss Taylor Swift
muse; goooood ! muse for them (:
notes; i feel so bad for kurt ):

[finn hudson]

If Finn would have known how Kurt felt about him, he would have felt bad. He honestly would have avoided him for awhile, not because he was creeped out or anything, but because he would have felt bad for doing things like hug him when he knew that he was perfectly straight. He wouldn’t have wanted Kurt to be strung along by any means. Finn knew how badly it hurt to be crushed by someone you loved, and to be rejected. He would have never wanted that for Kurt. Honestly, Finn had no clue about any of Kurt’s feelings. He just thought that Kurt felt the same strong friendship that he felt. An onlooker would definitely think otherwise, and perhaps everyone else in Glee knew how Kurt felt about Finn, but Finn was still oblivious. Finn thoroughly enjoyed Kurt’s friendship, and he would never do anything to jeopardize it. In fact, Finn felt better than he had in days, all thanks to Kurt. He should have gone to him in the first place—why hadn’t he?

Finn listened to Kurt relate the dance moves to football. Ah, language he understood! Smiling, he thought it over for a minute, trying his best to mimic Kurt’s moves. After he had thought it through, trying to put himself in the situation of pressure, like the one he felt on the field, he began to feel his moves taking the form of Kurt’s. So, they weren’t perfect, but at least he looked somewhat normal, instead of a big guy standing around trying to dance. He smiled, grinning triumphantly. “Look Kurt, I kinda got it.” The smile on his face was priceless, and his traditional one. He was nearly back to being normal, besides the nagging feeling of pain that would persist for a while still. But, he wasn’t going to worry about it anymore. He was going to try to let himself heal.

Finn nodded when Kurt mentioned music. Whenever he did this in Glee, Rachel or Mr. Schue always had him singing and getting involved with the music. Once he got into the beat, it was much easier for him to move around and get the moves perfectly. He got so wrapped up in the emotion of the song that he tended to forget how goofy he looked. “Music would help.” He nodded, smiling. Looking at the lyrics, he had heard the song before, he thought. Maybe just once or twice. He saw the parts that were entitled to him, Rachel, and Kurt. He knew they could definitely kill this song. “Yeah, this helps.” He grinned, trying the move again, this time feeling a lot less awkward and more composed.

Finn laughed when Kurt talked about his height. So, it was true. Finn was a pretty tall kid. He guessed he got the height from his father, since his mother wasn’t tall at all. His height was definitely a positive addition to his being the quarterback, but he never really thought of it being an asset to his musical skills. Now, he guessed he could pick up people pretty easily, if that was a real skill. He smiled still as Kurt praised his first time. “Thanks, Kurt.” He paused, looking at his obvious new best friend. He was a big improvement from Puck. “It’s fun.” Grinning, he looked over the lyrics again, knowing it would be a great time to finally go back to Glee.

ooc: i know, i do too. ): poor kurt! he needs a boyfriend (: sorry this is crappy.

[kurt hummel.]

Although Kurt didn't like it, he was in love with Finn. Though as much as he hated it he loved the feeling of waking up to realize he had someone there for him waiting for him at school. Finn wouldn't be happy if it wasn't for Kurt or that was the feeling he got from Finn. Though he hated it a lot also. Love wasn't like what it was put in the movies and songs. It is painful. The love that you have for someone like Kurt does isn't all love and rainbows. Its painful and hurting. You have to walk around knowing seeing the one you love kissing another girl or lay in bed dreaming about what would never happen. He hated it but he just couldn't get over it. He guessed you can never get over your first love.

Kurt chuckled as he saw Finn's face light up as if Kurt had been talking in French before and now explaining everything in English. He crossed his arms as he stood watching Finn trying to get the moves down once again. He was getting better that was for sure, it was like a light bulb had appeared over his head and he had finally understood everything he had ever learned. Kurt laughed as Finn turned to him with a big goofy classic Finn smile on his face. Like a little kid who kept begging their parents to see how they just learned to whistle or something amazing. Very good Finn you've basically kind of got it down. he said smirking at Finn. No, it wasn't at all close to Kurt's version of Mr. Schue but hey he actually knew them and didn't look like a giant trying to walk.

He smiled as he started getting better just by the music notes. He turned to the I-Pod and turned around. Alrighty, heres the music, just sing the parts you have and I'll be Rachel. he said smiling. He pressed play as the intro started to play. He walked over next to Finn and smiled. He loved this song, anytime he listened to it, his mind always went to Finn. Always. It just described his feelings for him. He took a deep breath as he started to sing Rachel's part. Something always brings me back to you, never takes to long he said his eyes connecting with Finn's. He felt the connection him and Rachel got when they sang. It was as if the two were in a musical singing their feelings towards each other. He really wished he could sing to Finn in Glee club. Sure he did when he did the duet thing, but he never go to do it everyday like Rachel.

Are you gonna come back to Glee? We really need you cause Rachel's throwing a fit over how she can't do the best she can with the lead singer with a boy in a wheelchair. I think she's hurting Artie's feelings. he said sighing. Rachel always threw a fit ever since Finn left. Sure she did it before but these were everyday things now and they were getting worse each practide. They needed Finn. We need to win Regionals to keep Glee going. he said looking up at Finn.I don't know if Glee is the highlight of your day but it is for me and when it ends I don't know what I'm gonna do. he admitted.

tagged; the amazing Finn Hudson !
song; You Belong With Me By Little Miss Taylor Swift
muse; bad!
notes; this is horrible. i'm sorry. andd yours wasn't bad (: